My HEART BEATS OUT OF TIME

The sky is falling in a haze of purple-blue

I feel your hand upon my throat

Bitch you say

whore you say

Loser you say

 

I cannot breathe

I cannot move

You impale me with your anger

I cry violently, and you push down harder on my throat

You tell me you love me

I am suffocating

You impale three times

I’m too high to fight  back
I blame myself

 

I drive you to the bus stop.  You are crying.  You tell me you love me

I return home to find your hat

You have left your hat

I wear it

I throw it into the closet

I STARE AT IT

You violated me

I take the scissors and cut your hat in half

I’m in control now.. you will feel the pain

This hat is not yours.  It is mine

It is trash

Your vibe no longer shines

I  throw it in the trash

I am free