Light turns to dark
White turns to RED
Hypodermic syringe in my hand
I feel the devil’s s presence at hand
My mind salivates with anticipation of nothingness
My arm’s vein smiles greedily, give me release
it sternly winks
A prick to the skin, the antidote flows in, Ah a
complete void
Explosions of a million universes enter into my mind. My flesh ignites
A deep sigh, a comet rushes over and inside, a rush of pure emptiness
I am nowhere in sight
I am the black hole
I am redness
I am mindless
I am a vapor rushing nowhere and everywhere, upside down and upright. Where’s
the light?
Bubbling, panting desiring self stimuli
I NEED FLESH TO FEED MY SOUL
Consumes, devoured, I need a pistol now. Come blast me full of holes
Fall down the hole. Lose you soul
Sell your flesh by the ounce
You’re only worth that much
Worthless, hopeless, aimless
I am a dirty blowup doll. Come shred my plastic casing. I want to feel whole.
A tear, knowingness, an acceptance, a saddened wise grin
I know my calling. I know my destiny. I know I am a whore to be sold.
God bless my soul.
Anoint me in your blood streaked tears
I want to be something
